(I title this one lost in space)

to write,
right now.
I don’t have the cable access that I so desperately need.

I feel lost.

Like I did once when I was 7 years old in a mall. I think it was Sunrise Mall on Long Island. My parents let me stroll around the two levels with my 2 year old sister, 5 year old brother and 8 and 6 year old cousins. For some reason we walked around for a while, and decided we were lost. So we found the lost and found and had them call our parents to come and pick us up.

I don’t think we were ever really lost. I think we just wanted to be found.