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Monday, February 28 2005

Are you pondering what I’m pondering?

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Lately some “friends” have been asking me why I write my blog? They don’t understand why I obsess about writing something I don’t get paid for, I don’t get laid from, I basically don’t get anything “perkish” out of, but still I sit and write and write and …well, you get the picture.

It’s not an ego thing, although c’mon I am documenting blips of my life. I describe it as practice for my writing career, which it most definitely is. And it requires that I have discipline, because wanting to update my blog keeps me writing on a regular basis. But these answers are still biting at me, the way I bite at my nails on a regular basis. Why, Why, Why must I write this blog all the time?

I don’t really have an answer, except that well, in addition to the two aforementioned reasons, I really, truly do enjoy simply writing about nothing. Since I’m one of those people who talks about nothing on a regular basis, and was recently reminded by someone who does the same that I should learn to cut down on my ramblings, I find this is an outlet to ramble on and not actually offend anyone with my scratchy, husky, no I don’t smoke cigarettes, pack a day sort of drole.

So. Why do I write my blog? Because I want to. That’s not the best reason…but for now, it’s the only one I got.

————————————FLIP THE SWITCH——————————-

I will never watch Goodfellas again. I think I’m having some sort of past life regression. I hate loud noises, explosions, firecrackers, gunshots, bombs, balloons popping, blood…things like that..and I couldn’t stand the goryness that is “Goodfellas.” So, now I’m thinking…I must have somehow been involved with the mafia in a past life. I must have somehow been killed (I’m thinking by a gunshot) in this past life, and while I don’t remember more than this…this explains why I’ve always been terrified of big noises…but I don’t think I was ever afraid of the mafia…really…until now…

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6 Responses to “Are you pondering what I’m pondering?”

  1. Steve Otero Says:

    Since you were born in 1974, It’s not impossible that you had a recent lifetime. I do feel that your’e an empath so you could be picking up something that might not have to do with your lifetimes. Since GoodFellas is based upon true events, those murders did happan unlike The Godfather which is fiction. I do feel you are going through an energy opening so not the greatest choice of films to watch. It’s best to watch something funny and to really laugh when going through an energy opening. Your banter with Chaunce Hayden is quite funny.

  2. Bindar Dundat Says:

    Jayme, I think for the same reasons that you can not figure out why you write this blog is why I cant figure out why I read it. I guess its because I knew you once and your crazy (in a good way) personality was always fun and interesting. Please tell Chaunce that we all know he is way too stupid to be involved in any insider trading scam.

  3. craig Says:

    Mmmmm…Joyce Carol Oates said that all writing was fundamentally hostile, in that it attempts to take over the readers mind.

    She didn’t mean that in a bad way; readers WANT their minds commandeered. So I guess the question isn’t “why write?”, but rather, why post it to be read by such a potentially large audience?…

    …but I think you really know the answer to that; world conquest, or a reasonable facsimile.

    And it’s working……(*grin*)

  4. Somebody Says:

    Actually, you could get laid from it, I mean, I would definately do you! :)

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